Tuesday, August 3, 2010

If I'm smoking in my dreams does that count?

My GOSH second night dreaming of smoking.  Good thing is that they aren't good dreams.  Some are nightmares where I get into horrible situations because I am smoking.  People chasing me and grabbing the cigares out of my mouth.  Some dreams are just weird situations and all of a sudden I'm lighting a half smoked cigarette.  The dreams kept waking me up during the night last night.  I guess if dream cigarettes don't give me breathing trouble and don't cost me money I'm safe :0)

  • Days off from work
  • clothes washer
  • clean sheets
  • big shower
  • house cleaner

4 comments:

Merikay said...

I remember having smoking dreams after I had quit. Sometimes I was quite defiant, and other guilty. I guess it's just your mind dealing with the withdrawal.

Glad your still "clean."

Have you gotten to the point of resenting others who are smoking? After that I think it was feeling sorry for them.

LG61820 said...

Keep the faith with the smoking. It will be worth it on the other side. I smoked for 40 years, but have been nicotine-free since 03/25/09.

A website that helps me is whyquit.com Parts of it are kinda cheesy, but the man who runs it has videos and readings. He says that everyday you should renew your commitment to "never take another puff"

The other thing that is helping me is to realize that I CANNOT have "just one puff". If I smoke 1today I'll smoke a pack tomorrow.

Good luck! LG

Kenny And Angela's Adventure said...

I agree with LG I to smoked for 40 years and quit labor day 2009..

Me and My Dog said...

I smoked four 25+ years, and loved it, never wanted to quit. When I finally did, I kept saying to myself, "I'm a non-smoker." That seemed to empower me for some reason. Keep at it, someday you'll look back and say Thank Goodness I Quit! Not even considering our health, who can afford it???
Barbara